regrets

wish i had my current wisdom many many years ago when i was in standard 2.
if i knew then, what i know now, life wouldn't be this way.
i know that counterfactual reasoning is not productive but being human, i can't stop regretting.

no wonder Allah swt prohibits certain things that appear harmless because in the long run, the effect can be catastrophic.

now, all i gotta do is project what i could regret upon after being dead. this way, i can act accordingly and stop it from taking place in shaa Allah.

fatigue

one of those days when i'm too tired to do anything enjoyable. :)
it has been fulfilling, but exhausting as well.
so i wander like many, upon other blogs and what not.